You wanna go but don't feel like going.
you wanna see them but..something is telling you not to go.
Had you ever felt this way?
OMGGGGGGGGGGG
someone tell me,
what can i do?

and this is just something simple,
why are you thinking so much?

yes,
TOMORROW= SCHOOL.
omg.
and..
Does it matter at all?
i don't think so.

went out with two bitches yesterday!

LOVE THEM MAN~ :D

i really enjoyed my christmas with them.

was craping, laughing and gossiping all day LONG~
really miss those days!
but well,

maybe going countdown with them. *love*

headed down to orchard..

walk and shop around looking for SHOES~

i think i will get that shoe that acap chose yesterday.

well, that shoe won't run away ma.

right? hahaha

met up with leon for awhile and after that he went to buy present.

and leon, he is under my protection alright. haha

was thinking to stay at orchard throughout to see the performance but it was very PACKED.

omg.

don't know why people stop there and don't wanna move!

so we headed down to marina square.

slack around esplanade area and listen to some jazz music.
well,



the feeling was the best when you have friends. (:

we walked further down to the one stop fullerton at about 9 plus 10?
and went playing with the words.

as in taking photos with the words.

THEN PEOPLE STARTED TO COPY .

hahaha, damn funny.

(:
we walked to raffles city to take the MRT.

OMG.

the way there at 10 plus 11 was...

hahahaha.

went for the overnight movie marathon on monday in school.

OMG.
even though i'm happy because this is like my first time staying outside overnight. :D
and lun they all was like ' congrats , happy not?'
but,
i rather STAY AT HOME AND SLEEPPP MAN~
=/

i only slept for like 4 hours on tues when i went back home.
and, actually i'm suppose to go out today with hy and chloe..
but.
i woke up late!
plus things not yet plan..so,ya.
hahaha
we still got two more years to go.(:



and school starts next monday.
my god,
it's like so FAST~
christmas is this friday.
OMG.
DECEMBER~
Time really flies like nobody business huh.
and next friday it is a brand new year (2010).
What have you wish or hope for?
Did you plan a celebration with your family/friends?
Are you going to forget all those unhappy stuff that had happen this year? OR IN FACT LAST YEAR?
Did you enjoy 2009?
Would you choose to forgive and forget?
Did you make any decision that make you regret?
Did you choose the right path in life or you need a U-turn?
Are you happy with who you are now?

 

Seriously
,yesterday/today/the day before/last week/last month/last year i heard something that...
hmmm..
 pissed me off ?
i'm SUPPOSE to feel angry and starting cursing and swearing at you, YOUYOUYOUYOU KNOW~
but i'm numb to such matters already..
because pushing blame to other people is the only and best thing that you ever did in life huh. :D
*sigh
start with the letter CHEW and end with XIAN
i'm so stupid please,
i was still asking bla bla bla whether maybe we can still be friends?
because. i really find it childish.
but well.
I DON"T GIVE A DAMN NOW.
seriously. NO MORE.
but thanks bitch,
yeah, so happy you know.
i still have the impact on others when i'm gone. :D
i thought after making use, they will just chuck you aside?
hahahahha

p/s: LET'S SEE, when you don't have any evidence to prove something and just by using mouth and face expression to exaggerate, will police believe you?  * NO RIGHT*

ppl lie and fabulate story.but people like us might actually choose to believe it because... we are blinded by lies.
only people with the right mind will think in another way and out of the box.
because..
what you have heard is just one sided of the story.
how about the main character?
i know people are only interested to hear the ending.
how about starting and the middle part?

finally got to meet up with ber, fran and fil last wed. (:

well,

i guess..

friends still need to meet up more often to keep in contact or whatsoever huh!

:D

and..

fran, really thanks on wed night alright!
really really appreciated.

and enjoy your trip to CHINAAA~~~ hahahaha

 //
I went to work for the one day private sales at scotts with them on friday.

OMG.

i stood for like more than 12 hours!

but well,

it's still quite fun because i still get to TALK~

hahahaha. :D
just that, it is damn TIRING~

and..
*** **** didn't work that day!
WHY??? =/
i scan the whole scotts but didn't see him.

damn it~!!!

this two weeks of holiday is NOT enough!
but at least, i'm having fun~
hehe.

DA LANG, CUTE RIGHT?! (:

Nikon 70-200

My new Nikon 70-200 VR!

It's really big and heavy but its one hell of a robust lens, with weather sealing.

Constant aperture of f/2.8, it produces excellent bokeh!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

it's raining~



 

went to orchard on friday..
the night lights are NICEEEEEEEE!
(:

I wanna tell you something~



can you hear?



omg,
da lang damn cute!
hahaha.
love the mushroom head.

OMG
Something is soooo wrong with the QUIZ!
I DON"T CARE!!

and,
there are so many things i wanna say out.
but i don't know how.
it's piling up higher and higher.



//hope that *** will be working that day.
(:

hahaha.
Now i cannot differentiate whether i'm joking or not.
*sigh.



well,
i'm like out for almost the whole day for these past three days.
tired tired so tired~




haiyo.even though that point of his is the scariest,

but you need to accept it if you like him right?
haha.
(:

went to celebrate lun's birthday yesterday.
HE IS LIKE FINALLY 18~
welcome to the 18 club. (:
and actually half way through i need to go off,
but felt a little guilty about it.
so i push away my stuff.
very noble right!
hahahaha
you must love me alright. :D

ah,
this is going to be sooo busy.
and i'm spending time doing ...
un-important stuff.

da lang~
da lang ~
da lang da lang da lang da lang da lang...

Since it happened like soooo long ago.. 
why does it still affect me when someone reminds me about it?
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
and..


i realised something.
i love to stress myself up.
so is it good or bad?
hahahahaha/
:D

yesterday picnic was fun ~ it was my first time to marina barrage actually.
i think we reached there at about..
4 plus?
and the weather was like freaking hot!
some of our reaction towards the weather was the same.
hahaha.
because i don't wanna put a wet blanket so..
i ACTUALLY went out under the sun. =D
andd..
I CAN FLY the KITE WELL~
it was my first time can.
hohoho
lying down looking at sooo many kites that is flying up the sky is nice please~
(:

some photos:

and thanks to this fellow!!!
my camera kiss the ground. =(

hahahahaha.
school is starting next week!
omgggggggggggg.
but never mind, at least i enjoyed this holidays! :D

oh,ya.
finally get to sit the flyers a few days ago!
hahaha.
i was like kind of excited to sit at first

buttt,

it turn out to be quite boring.

so as usual.

CAMWORE. (:

maybe..
only wants me to see his profile 
hahahahahahaha.
:D

...
and i choose not to face it~!
hahhahahaha.
:D

 Nikon AF-S 28-70 f/2.8 ED

One monster of a lens, its tact sharp and produces fantastic bokeh, but it's weight its a pure turn off!

Nearly 1 KG in weight, this lens is a professionally built lens that allows real use and abuse!

wondering why am i so tired.

thanks to clement,
i know my short prince charming school and course already.
yes, he worked that day.
damn.
BUT well,

being flower-idiot once in a while is fun alright..
hahahaha.
:D

have been occupied with a lot of stuff to keep myself busy.
and..
ya.

why is the air-con soooo cold at katong istean?!
OMG.
my lips got so dry that it bled when i smiled. 
hahahaha.

oh,ya!
so what if you actually spent 21 thousand on beauty products?! * ok, is quite a big deal actually*
i was just sitting beside the counter and i got scolded. OMG OMG!
well, not his fault actually BUT NOT MINE EITHER~~~!!!! *maybe just a little tiny one"
you, you, you, you, you stupid china man.

luckily, i didn't work at scotts.
because he didn't work there on that day!
or else, me will be one day coolie.
hohohoho~
and yes, i love to day-dream.
(:

yayayayay!! going to meet up with them again.

i no wanna stay home. *still trying*
so i am out almost everyday..
just to keep myself occupied with stupid/useful/boring stuff..
and $$ is flowing out~
hahaha.
and even though..
but i'm glad that there will always be someone there showing me directions when me is lost.(:
but sometimes, just leave me there to rot can?

i can feel that my sense of direction is getting better~

HAHAHAHAHA

so proud of myself!

and,

i don't think 26 years old is old lah. (:



still smiling? yes/no/yes/no/yes/no/yes/no

Side view of the 70-200!

yes, finally 18!(:
yesterday,
went to meet up with tat,marc,ralph,tim,chester,ray,chloe and jess at raffles place..
before that,
 i saw walton in the afternoon at cityhall.
what a coincidence can!


and,
after waited for soooooooooooooooooooooo long.
finally met up with those bitches at herren~
To my two lovely bitches (D&K) :
thanks for the cake. and i'm sorry i didn't eat one piece because i was like so full that i can vomit out a plate of fish and chip!
and those who thought of the surprise alright.
i am touched , really..
 but then.
I don't know HOW TO REACT TO SUCH SITUATION~!
omgggg..
hahahaha.
thanks acap for the gift(pooh), didn't know you were that sweet~ (:
and,
i guess..
pink headphones and colourful sandals are coming up~ =DDD

and yes yes yes yes,

prince charming
damn, should have agreed to work at scotts.
=/

''i don't wanna boyfriend, i need a girlfriend'' <<<< sang by my little brother with his high pitch. *omg, feel like slapping him* hahhaha
BECAUSE HE WOKE ME UP EALRY IN THE MORNING!
but,
isn't him cute with * a liitle annoying*?!
=D

omgomgomg.
thanks to my one and only little funny bitch, thanks!
was so touched early in the morning.
and it make my day , alright! (:
haha
and she left out something funny.
the best of all..
remember kwok chiang ???!!!! hahhahahaha.
read this>>> http://www.claenoic-rumble.blogspot.com/ (:


even though my results is like coming out TODAY???!!!!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG/
and how nice is it.
results is going to send through sms!
OMG OMG OMG OMG.

and,
guys thanks for the birthday wishes.
(:

happy birthday sam! ((:

yes, i can just earse and delete it.
this is how cool my brain works!
and..recently,
the angel and devil within me decide to start fighting again.
so now what?!
yes, i shouldn't have ask!
omgomgomg
hahahaha.


but
anyway,
there is a slice of cake just beside the blogger sign.
=D
hahahhahaha.
*hinting, hinting* *two days later*
but,
is it a new pattern or something?
haha

AH~
you know what,
sometimes i am suppose to get angry with you.
and i really feel like ignoring you  *just let you die (oops) *
but i did not!
omgomgomg.
i hate myself! 
DAMN IT LAH, BITCH!
always make use of my weakness point!
agrh~


and i still love listening to..
Summer has come and passed

The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends


Like my father's come to pass
Seven years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends


Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends


Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends


Ring out the bells again
Like we did when spring began
Wake me up when September ends


Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are


As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends


Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends


Like my father's come to pass
Twenty years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends


Wake me up when September ends
Wake me up when September ends

went for class chalet for the past two days..
and isn't it suppose to be a class bonding or something right?
wellwell,
was playing WII in the chalet.
hahahahaha
i'm so not good with strings!
but surprsingly, drums wasn't that bad though.
hohohoho
i always wanted to stay over in chalet, but can't!
AHHHHHHHHHHH.
miss all the fun at night.

and i think..
the only PERSON who manage to get control of my mood..
is my darlingbitch!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGG.
is like a great disappointment last night..
and she manage to change my mood 360 degree!
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
tell me why?!!!




and chloe, chloe, chloe,
how i wish i can just be a quarter as sensitive as you!
thanks again anyway!
(:

saw jacyln yesterday at katong!
what a small small world .
i saw her walking out of the lift.
just nice, at that time.
OMG.
we do have fate huh!
haha.
The first time i saw her..
we started talking like there's no tomorrow!
and one of her senior thought that we are good friends.
wellwellwell,
(:

It was 8.32pm last night..
and i am standing in the middle of the pathway with strong wind blowing towards me.
in front was nothing but pitch darkness!
i am still deciding whether to turn to my left or to my right.
but..
seriouly, i don't feel like going back home.
it was just 8 plus but there's no one there!
the playground was empty.
suddenly,
this picture narrows down,
and you can only see this girl
looking at her own shadow reflected by the dim light.
staring on the floor having this mix feelings.
OMG.
i don't know what's going on.
and i thought yesterday was friday.
how nice is it.
hahahahahahahaha

even though we told each other not to meet up on friday..
but..
well,
lesson learnt : try not to or never go out on friday! haha
well, i guess.

friday is the day when everyone is feeling tired and restless.

like *dead salmon* and *dead fish* 
                                                       it's the company that matters! (:

I smell pizza~

=D

even though i know i didn't do well for my exam..
but,
it's finally over~
hahahaha

went to watch the proposal with about 10 peeps at Cineleisure Orchard yesterday!
the show was funny and entertaining.
and Ryan Reynolds is cute!



and thanks marc for all those songs!
haha
(:

wellwell,
had been studying in the school library with my classmates for the past few days..
OMG.
tired like mad!
actually, i don't like group study..
but.
i kind of enjoy studying with them!
because there are stress/laughter/smile/jokes.
at least...
ya.
andand..
after these three papers and i will be playing like mad!
hahahahaha.
(:
and timerella,
i didn't know your mouth is like machine gun.
you!
somemore nonsense.
and i will really ask your step-mother to let you sleep in the toilet!!!
hahahhaha

and,
don't worry..
the door is locked!
really.
no locksmith for the time being.


oh, today is the official opening of ghost month!

ah,
what's wrong with blogger again?
and,
exam are drawing near!
is like this coming friday? * sigh.
i guess, this is the life of a singaporean kid.
but well,
after exam there is about one month plus of holidays!
and i miss my darling bitch~


sometimes..
i...
and..
I just feel like being alone.
can?!
and some stuff that is suppose to be buried at the back back of the brain.
decides to be awaken.
so what now?
*sigh.


and guys..
i find this a little too much...
there is a limit to everything alright.

hahahaha
in the end,
went to watch 'UP' with chloe,nisah,jul,marcus and tim yesterday!!


frankly speaking,
i don't find this movie funny..
or maybe
it's funny?
hahaha
i have no idea actually.
BUT,
it looked pretty hilarious when i saw the advertisement on tv yesterday night.
OMG!
*contradicting*
and even though i'm afraid of balloons,
those colourful balloons in the show was like ' WAO'. :D
i think those colourful balloons will brighten up your day!
yes, it is that nice.
haha
and those characters inside the show is very adorable!!
=D

*yes, more contradicting*

hohohohoho~

(: