At that moment ..
I thought it was real..
but, thinking back.
I was just stupid to believe it.

and I rather you don't smile.

A few days ago, I went out with them >>>

weird huh.
but i think can lah.
and me and fil..
kept our eyes busy..
i get to see a lot __ ___ with her..

hahahah~

and suddenly..
i thought of him..










>>

cute right. i know.
hahaha

finally!
got that stupid bitch out of the house on monday.. =x
ask her out is like so difficult
stupid woman.
hehehehe.

and..
I lost the trumpet sticker.. =(
it has been with me for years already can..
but i just realised it was lost yesterday..
maybe..
it's time..
to let it go..
BUT!
i won't forget what had happened..
well..
because it is just hard.

when i read ****** blog ,

i felt that the real life person and the person typing out *** thoughts..

seems to be a little different.

because *** is a very optimistic person..

but..
-the end-

and on sat..
i went to the temple..
shu ting was there too..
i was there for voluntary work!! =]
yeah, i know..
i'm a good girl!
hahahahhahaha.

food and singing starts from 5 to 9 plus plus.
and at about 10 pm.
the show starts..
it was kind of entertaining ..
and everyone was laughing..
i was laughing too..
but i still felt a little...not used to it.

at about 11 plus.
after sending her to take a cab,
I walk back alone.
with all those houses which i think..the ppl is still not home yet?
but it wasn't that scary..
and suddenly.
I SAW A HUGE BLACK DOG in one of the houses.
i was like. WOO! @_@
_________________________________
I used to see them.. with the same kind of attitude people usually does when they see a gay
but gays have a different story behind them.. and i just realised it yesterday..
i heard some yesterday too.. i saw them..
face to face and talk to them. they are nice people.. one of them came and tell me to study hard in poly..
and promise him. he look at me.. with those type of eyes.. i can't descibe it. but.. t wasn't scary.. those eyes are like.. he had been though a lot and talk to me like a adult telling kids what is the right thing to do.. i also don't know why i made a promise to him.. the other one.. he knows how to read pums.. and it like.. SO TRUE! he just look at me.. and strated saying.. i was like. OMG! hahahahha

was having a BBQ two days ago..
i didn't knew that my bro bbq was so much better than me. =/
i was happily bbq-ing and suddenly he say ' you wanna eat black chicken wing is it? '

wa lao~


but bbq-ing with the rest of the people was kind of fun..
but my hair smells like.
OMG!!
haha.

yesterday..
i saw a gay, maybe i shall call him a big sis.
he/she perfume is like WAO~
he/she smelt nice can. =x
haha.
he/she was quite a interesting fellow..
i laugh like mad when he/she started saying about his overseas trip..
i wasn't surprised when he said he got a boyfriend..
BUT!
haha.

and and ..
I got into the course that i don't really want..
but it was kind of a stupid reason..
I GUESS~


p/s : was it what i expected?

i guess...







it might be true.