i looked like a dead woman who just climb up of the coffin
OMG~
tired. tired. tired. tired. tired.

RANDOM:

OMG.
I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED HELP FOR COM PROG!
DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW HELPLESS I AM FEELING NOW?!
my god.
shit that thing lah.
i gave up.
i have been sleeping super  late for the past few daysssssssssssssssss.
spent hours editing.
and playing with the codes.
you think what,
i very free is it?!
wa lao~

SOMETIMES WHEN I SAY "I"M OKAY", I WANT SOMEONE TO LOOK INTO MY EYES , HUG ME TIGHT AND SAY " I KNOW YOU ARE NOT".

wellwell,
How true is this,
anyway, this was copied from someone tumblr.
haha.


To you:
I hope you can forget him alright.
I don't think he is worth for all your tears.
I know you need time.
let time heals your wound.

To that peak to peak:
it has been a few years already..
it's time to forget ok,
remember,
YOU GOT ME!

and lastly to you:
you are always smiling yet bleeding inside,
you think what
funny is it huh.
stop it OKKKKKK~~~~~~
i know it is not easy.
AHHHHHH~

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
I did a great job man!
I managed to complie one of my programme. SUPRISINGLY~~~
but i copied the code wrongly onto the paper that is suppose to submit to teacher to mark.
HA HA HA HA.

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I plurk this: where's my determination?

blithee: i'm here! work hard for my gorgeous ring okay! :D

seriously,

i love my bitch!

she always never fail to make me laugh.

hahahaha

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SHIT YOU
SHIT YOU
SHIT YOU!
MY DEAREST COM PROG,
I WANNA BFF WITH YOU CAN?

i find this picture super nice!
my friend tagged me on facebook!
my god.
the moment i saw this,
i started laughing like no tomorrow!
hahahahahaha

P/s: RANDOM~~

me and guan made a promise about three years later.

hahahahha.

you better remember it!

Title: When your life gives you shit, make a chocolate milkshake out of it and give it to your enemies.

MY TITLE FOR THIS POST IS DAMN COOL RIGHT!
hahahahaha.
well, thinking of it.
don't you find it true?
and for those people out there who are stress out and complaining about life,
why not try this? (:

I have been reading acap's tumblr,
"there's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up. it's realising that you don't need certain people and their crap"
well,
and i think in life,
we just need some enlightenment..

omg.
why all the guys i see/like/say cute
their name confirm got wei something something?

HAIYOOOO~

what's up with the wei family?

p/s: it seems that you are the only fellow i keep saying jia you too. MUST HAVE CONFIDENT OKOKOK!(:

when you are tired and sick of life, drink starbucks! hahahah.

RANDOM~

( this is a treat from my bitch)*loves*

Nikon's new AF-S 16-35 f/4G ED VRII N

With a constant aperture at f/4, don't expect much out of focus areas, this lens is great for slow wide shots, specially with the unbeatable VRII system.

Nano Crystal Coating makes this lens near perfect.

Silent and quick focusing for a wide angle,

Well built for professional abuse and use.

i don't know what's wrong with my bitch.
just to let you know..
no matter rain or shine,
i will be there for you OK!
OMG.
that sound so wrong,
sounds so like..ck.
EEEEEEE~~
hahahaha.

oh,ya. THAT ACAPPP!
he broke the watch!
and it's like. we just bought the watch on friday?
mine is pink and his is orange?
and he spoilt it two days later.
*how fast*



well, maybe it's true.
I just threw it at the back of my memory and thought everything will be fine.
time will pass and..
but what i had done so far was just to cover it up with excuses to make me feel better.
*Stephanie what are you thinking?*

went out with them yesterday to town:

RANDOM photos taken while waiting~

saw this from acap tumblr
'never say goodbye
because goodbye means going away
and going away
means forgetting' - peter pan

went to marina to countdown yesterday!
me,guan and my bitch met up with acap and khairu at starbucks.
we sat there since 7, i think.
OMG
my butt hurts.
hahaha.
i felt like a prisoner. because..
the whole place was blocked from preventing too many people from coming in.
then guan say he felt like some sort of animal being watched by people walking pass.
hahaha.
and there was this man/guy who sitted beside me since 7 also?
i think no one left their seats~~~
omg, he was so gentleman! (:
i think he was in the mids twenty. but look a bit older?
too bad, got gf already.
and we entertained ourselves till 12 man!
in the middle..
WE SAW SOME INTERESTING PEOPLE~~ :D
and, the fireworks was about 8 minutes long? (:
i also don't know why acap got nervous when it is going to 12 last night.
haha.
the only thing that came into my mind was..
i'm one year older.
so..GROW UP STEPH.

i wanna make 2010 a better year for me,
i wanna try to accomplished stuff that..
i once failed to do.
i am trying not to be so frickle-minded as usual.
i don't wanna blur my way through 2010, so i need to know what am i doing.
and......
I WILL TRY NOT TO COMPLAIN ABOUT LIFE~
of course there's a lot more,
wellwellwell~

i wanted to blog this yesterday~
OMG.
i think..i forgot already.
i'm quite a forgetful person so if i can remember everything that i had done in 2009,
i think..it is a miracle! hahahaha
but..
I remembered in 2009 *don't know which month*, I got in the course i'm studying now.
 i don't really like this course actually.
but..
I NEED TO FORCE MYSELF TO LIKE IT.
because if there's no interest, there isn't mood to study.
enter poly, and the people here..
is a little...
hmm..
different?
i didn't expect it to be like............
haha
well, maybe it's time for me to step out of my safe and comfortable zone and see another small part of the world.
you know what,
sometimes i wonder, why do people take things so seriously?
or was it my fault to take things lightly?
but, i only joke around when i feel comfortable with the people around me!
life is already so complicated you know, i don't wanna think further more!
and frankly speaking,
It seems that i never do anything meaningful last year.
hahahahaha
i just let time pass like nobody business.
and now one year had gone!
but i still have somestuff that i cannot let go.
HAIYER~
but then,
as time pass..it fades away as well.
that's why when people asked me what actually happened and stuff.
i only told them about a quarter of it?