I don't know why..
it seems that..
these two optimistic person,
who always have a smile on them,
people will think that they were mad because they keep on smiling and smiling all days long.
they can laugh for two hours continuously..
laugh over small matter that people find it not funny.
laugh until both of them have stomach ache.
laugh until people around them started laughing also.
laugh till teacher look at them and ask them to 'shhh'.
laugh till one of them started tearing *as usual*
and always try to spread the laughter to the people around them.
well,
i guess.
this is the past already..
both of them seems to be lost in the jungle, a very deep one.
trying to find their way out..
but the good thing is,
both of them are there for each other even though they don't see each other often.
and keeps on trying to make either party happy.
but..
fails!
one of them or maybe both of them are wearing a mask..
trying to hide those emotions that are bursting out like fireworks.
but..
this only makes them more tired.
exhausted.
both of them need to take a break.



*I have a close friend who always tear when she laughs together with me*

ahhhhh..
don't know what was i thinking,
i almost got knock down by a taxi just now!
one more step and i will end up in the hospital.
perhaps,
i shouldn't be texting on the road.
but the taxi shouldn't reverse so fast also right.
am i too small to be seen?!!
hahaha.

and i am running a fever again..
agrh!


suddenly, everything stop at that point of time.
the clock stop ticking,
for you to catch up with life.
Was it wrong to be happy?!
but why suddenly...
life is getting tougher but
you can still try to smile from the bottom of your heart..
or simply plastic one.
and it seems that the more we think the more thoughts we have.
so it's time to stop thinking and take a break.
really.
really.
really.

I wasn't joking the other day ah!
although it's kind of hard to know whether i'm joking or not.
but i was serious.
damn it!
agrh. hate myself.
Ah~
i had make things worse for myself..
good job, steph! =D

and, I'm damn blur today.
can lose my concentration anytime.
or even daydream.
COOL HUH.
hahahhaha?

PHUKETTTT

ok, this is really driving me crazy!
=/
i'm tired.
very.
extremely.


Just wondering,
Am i not observant enough to my surrounding?!

Can anyone tell me why am i feeling moody now?!!!

yes, now. now. now. 10pm.

*sigh

just feel like sleeping and throw all those troubles away.

was on my way back home and
my nose started bleeding,
i didn't realise until it starts..
dripping?
hahaha


and..
if we cannot change the way of life..
what are we suppose to do?
*sigh.

My body was burning hot this morning when i woke up!
i think it was because of the cough i had yesterday..
but after taking several random medicine..
i recover from the fever!
hohoho.
luckily, i never die.
and i think..
all thanks to those guys lah,
i think they really spread their diseases to me!
=/

but i am still having a sore throat.
is like something stuck at my throat~
So i didn't talk this morning..
but i know my friends miss my voice right?
haha.
KNEW IT! =x




and thanks to marcus,
i managed to complete the engineering drawing..
(:
and..
i just found out that there was like so many photos of us in facebook!

wellwell,
now i understand why some people ignore me when i ask them for help at that point of time!
because..
i just did that unknowingly too.

ah,
now my throat hurts!!!!!!!!
good job , steph.
agrh.

what a day yesterday man~
i think i can sleep anytime now.
=/
but well..
still.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING BITCH YESTERDAY!
even though she got confused of where she got quarrentine at,
and make about 10 people walk to the wrong location at about 9 plus at night to give her a 'surprise'.
really meant to be a surprise. * that's why i didn't reply your message*
but, you are forgiven lah!
and i guess,
a blur person like me, will have a blur friend like you huh.
haha!
:D

OMG~
and it really happen!

and..
you take care of yourself , ok.
birthday coming soon still fall sick.
hope that is not * you know*
touchwood ah!
maybe we shouldn't talk about that the other time..
*sigh.
TAKE CARE AH~
(:
and, i can multi-task for you.
hahahhaha.
see, what a noble friend of yours.
=x




i suppose they had guessed correctly the other time.
because, i don't know why am i feeling like this..
omg lah!
but i HOPE i can hide it well..
and i will, hopefully.
yes, and no more messaging !

went out to play bb and badminton with some of my classmates after school.
well, it was suppose to be a 'class outing' though.
(:
and thanks to ralph,
i got a hit from the ball! haha.

and...
i seriously need more sleep~
weird/ random dreams have been disturbing my sleep all this while!
=/



i think..
i am expecting something~
OMG LAH!
hate it.
because i thought..
it was gone?

and, eventhough..
ya.
but i still hope that their concert will be postpone but not cancelled!
because i totally know how they feel.
yes, because i had gone through once.
and glenn lee is looking forward to it~
hahaha.

wellwell,
and for once, I finally remembered that bitch birthday which is next wed! * by constant reminder & scolding.
hahaha
so proud of myself.
=)

oh,ya.
marcus had my great drawing in his blog.
and that is copy-right !!!!
*pay me*
hahaha

and this is during apel !

i cannot upload photos ah!
something is so wrong~


and was doing wrtorial yesterday in the com lab with chloe and han yan.
yes, another project.
*sigh.
and chloe ramdomly change a word to another..
from 'chiobo' to 'chongsomebo'
it's damn funny at the spot can.
we laugh like mad people..
then,
got two china students sitting at another end.
started laughing also.
hahaha
chloe laughter too...* you know*
haha
-------


it was the smile , the smile and the smile~
(:

and for all the possibilities..
i still think that it boils down to that stupid matter,
but well,
i should be cursing and swearing at you..
but i choose not too.
so please, don't use your slience to bully her can?
it's none of her business..
she treated you as a very good senior.
so..
treat her like one too.


agrh. cannot stand you.