I don't know why..
it seems that..
these two optimistic person,
who always have a smile on them,
people will think that they were mad because they keep on smiling and smiling all days long.
they can laugh for two hours continuously..
laugh over small matter that people find it not funny.
laugh until both of them have stomach ache.
laugh until people around them started laughing also.
laugh till teacher look at them and ask them to 'shhh'.
laugh till one of them started tearing *as usual*
and always try to spread the laughter to the people around them.
well,
i guess.
this is the past already..
both of them seems to be lost in the jungle, a very deep one.
trying to find their way out..
but the good thing is,
both of them are there for each other even though they don't see each other often.
and keeps on trying to make either party happy.
but..
fails!
one of them or maybe both of them are wearing a mask..
trying to hide those emotions that are bursting out like fireworks.
but..
this only makes them more tired.
exhausted.
both of them need to take a break.



*I have a close friend who always tear when she laughs together with me*