Todayischinesenewyear/valentine's day.and yes,everyoneincluding mewentaroundsendingregards.
Butthistimeround,iguessididn'treallyhavethemoodtodothis.Sounless peoplewishmefirst,or else..ya.i'mtryingmybesttolivenupthe atmostphere already,buti'msadwheniseemymumlikethis.Iam bigenoughtoseeandtellwhat'sgoingonandiunderstandhowyoufeel.
Somummyihopethatyoucangetonyourfeetsoon!iknow,thingsiseasiersaidthan done.itdoesn'tmatter fwesay,allwordsonly.Noactionsdone.
Youwouldn'tgetkillbyyourownwordsbysaying.
howmanypeopleouttherereallymeanwhatyousay?
frankly speaking, idon't sometimes.we all say for the sake of saying
and i know that,this is part of life i guess.
Weneedtosaythingstocomfortourselvestomakeusfeelbetter.
Sliencewasnevertherebecauseyoucanhearsorrows.
I will try my best,but this feeling is overpowering.
Iwalkedinsidewantedtopassmymumsomething andthesoundofitwassoloudthatthemomentistepin,
iwalkedin likeadrunkpersonandsuddenly i juststoodstill.totallyblankoutman.thisisthefirsttimeiencoutered
such stuff. idon'tknowis it really the soundofitor..iamjust tired. injusttypingoutsomethingrandomhere:
i'mstilltryingtofigureoutwhatyousaidallthesewhilewastrueandtryingtoclingontothetrustihaveforyou.
butthingsisnotthatsimple,therearesooooomanyvoicesinmesayingthis
andthat.thisisinstinctiguessanditisnotagoodone,
iwannaobversemorebutitjustsoundsmoreconfusingthatitseems.
I am really..i shall use the word fatigue now.and you know why is everything squeeze in a paragraphandmessyright?becauseifpeopleactuallyreadthistheywillgetconfused.
That is my main purpose of me doing this.

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